Writer's block is a condition, in which an author loses the ability to produce new work. The condition varies widely in intensity. It can be trivial, a temporary difficulty in dealing with the task at hand. At the other extreme, some "blocked" writers have been unable to work for years on end, and some have even abandoned their careers. It can manifest as the affected writer viewing their work as inferior or unsuitable, when in fact it could be the opposite.
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im afraid im having this.
the losing ability to blog something fabulous like i use to
(eh fabulous ke dulu? hahaha)
most blog writers have a theme, mine? ...entah.
i started blogging, to be honest when i got my heart broken
the sadness kinda was the drive for me to blog..(u can say bck then it was writing under the influence)
driving was always where ideas comes pouring out,
then i got sick of being sad
and so i toughen up and decided to find happiness
and so my blog became like self discovery of things..
hebat dulu,
siap ada poetry, rhyming,metaphor of life and all
and reading back, i still love it that i have no regret in all that has happen.
im at that stage where the past, is just that. the past.
and looking foward and positively ahead is the only way that is.
have i matured from the start of this blogging? if determine to be happy and staying positive, no matter what the situation i am hooked in is maturity
then yes, probably i have.
if finally finding the one you know can build my confident, protect me, and above all love me and am willing to age together, then yes i probably have
and if by raising a son has taught me the one true meaning of love and the true meaning of sacrifice of a mother, then i say yes for the third time.
but in many ways i still havent matured.
when it comes to choc, i still have that lil kid greediness (tsk!tsk! tsk!)
same goes with shopping, i loose all control and principles of saving (aiyo)
matured or not, im still a good sweet gurl
(kan?!)
i try all that i can to save energy, i reuse paperBags
i donate to the needy as often as i can
i try my best to understand that the world ALLAH has made consist of people with colourful
characters
and that i have to just let these people live in their own understanding (or whtever it is)
and so am i (awwwhhh) bole?!
simply about me?one thing (even i myself learn)
is by reading this crappy almost unstable (and worst at spelling an constructing good english)
is to know me, better
of what i am capable of doing
of not doing
of crying over
and of course
of what makes me stronger
i hope one day, way way way in the future,
whtever ive written here
will be valuable to someone important
to the extend a foundation is created in my name
from the money collected from selling this blog.....
or maybe a song is written
about me
lalala
(dah mula da merapu)
( " ,)
please dont be fooled by this pic, im not writng a song,
im merely strumming A cord, tu je ( " ,)
wait a minute, wht was i blogging about again?
bb ash : mama, wht is Jbengs?
bb ash : oh !wht does a Jbengs do ma? 
bb ash : mama do you love kakak erica more than me?
bb ash : you sure?
bb ash : hehe, rilek aah ma..nak susu!
